January 3, 2005

  • I don't ask this of anyone much,


    but please pray for my Grandpa.


    I was woken up to my mom telling me I need to go see him; really she meant that I need to go see Grandma. You see, last night, the doctor finally told Grandma the grim news: Grandpa will probably not make it through today.


    Today I must do something I've never wanted to do; today I must watch someone close to me die. I have to watch how it affects my family. No-- I don't forward to today at all.


    Please keep Arnold Wilson in your prayers today.


    *EDIT* Well, I just got back from the hospital, and the doctors say he won't make it through the night. Grandpa's heart rate was bouncing between 155 and 180 beats per minute; his heart will end up failing. That brings another mess upon my family, since currently they're deciding whether or not to resuscitate (aka use the shock pads on) my grandpa after his heart fails. It's not worth resuscitating him, as there's a good chance that doing so could fracture his ribs in the process-- by which then he'd have to deal with more pain AND a very unsteady heart WHILE fighting off a disease. My Grandma is being stubborn though and is refusing to sign the form to void resuscitation. I feel horrible for her because Grandpa is all she's ever had, and now she's trying to find ways to keep him alive, but it's all in vain and is terminally turning Grandpa to the worse.


    I won't go on anymore tonight. With tomorrow will come another post. I'll try to make it as happy as possible. It's amazing how sleep negates any mood... I hope it works its magic tonight.


    ~Staff President, Taylor Wilson


    P.S. This is a minor side note and has nothing to do with the real purpose of my post, but I've created my own Blogring, and I think everyone should join.

Comments (20)

  • I'm so sorry =(
    <3

  • Taylor, I'm sorry and thank you for the comment on my xanga.  I will keep your family in my thoughts.

  • i'm so sorry. i love you.

    i'll be praying.

  • im so sorry. i've been there before... and i know that its hard.

    on a minor sidenote, there's a picture of you on vandogs bulliten board that i look at everyday because i get bored and its right by my seat lol.

  • Taylor..I'm so sorry. I love you. Call me if you ever need to talk or anything.

  • I'm so sorry. I know how this feels, i'll be praying for your family.

  • Oh I'm so sorry Taylor. I know how hard that is. If you need to call and talk I'll be here to listen. I'll be praying for you and your family. God Bless!

  • i'm really sorry, friend. that must be awful. you've got my best wishes.

  • oh man, its so freaking funny. I love him as well. I love almost anyone from snl.

  • :/ im sorry.

  • umm hi.. thanks for the comment on my xanga.. yeah i dont mind if i dont have your number.. i was just kidding about the babysitter thing anyway..ahhahahaha!.. im also really sorry to hear that about your grandpa.. ill pray for you too..even though i dont know you.. well cya!

  • Dude, i am really sorry, I have lost both of my grandpa's too. There is nothing I can really say to make the pian go away but I know in time you will come bakc to be your funny self again.

  • the edit made me really sad. i hope you're doing okay. why are you gonna go to UCO next year?

  • I'm sorry.

  • Don't give up, I'll definitely keep your whole family in my prayers. Miss ya man

  • You and your family are in my prayers.

    Glad to see you are posting again:)

  • im sorry to hear your grim news, i love you tay tay you were there for me and now im here for you

  • I'm sorry dear, I hope all goes okay. It's hard to be selfless sometimes, especially in situations as your grandmother's. Hopefully she lets him go. If you need anything just call or write. Xo!

    Sam

  • i just randomly saw ur xanga..i hope things get better for you and everything turns out okay.. ill keep yall in my prayers! xo*cayla

  • mi mas sentido pesimo, my condolences.

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